an open field
you lie alone
without a conscious
without a place to call home
you sacrificed all
for the good of the free
and so your riddled with guilt
at all the murder you've seen
and now your left in a hole
your body begins to die
you piece together the past
the rain falls as you lose sight
and now your return to the world
a place that hates what you've done
you try to repair your life
your friends your love is all gone
no one will lend you hand
nothing can comfort your cold
start to question your path
convictions begin to fold
a flashing scene scans around
explosions pulsing the sound
reflect on your main mistake
decide to restructure fate
close the door to your cell
attempt to escape the pain
in every dream there is an answer
for if we choose to live again
credits
from Gradual Destabilization,
released October 1, 2008
All music, lyrics, and vocals by m. renfield
supported by 16 fans who also own “field mechanik”
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