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Gradual Destabilization

by R010R

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1.
Shining in darkness out of distorted view A withered form expressed the simple aperture is drawn A tear in space for which to rest A moment in time to reflect This intensified awareness fractured possibility the endless pattern falling empty our world blackened by flames a terrible awakening knowledge in keeping silent a possible solution I am not alive but I do exist THIS IS NOT LIFE This was persistence nature torn apart our time decays chasm in the thought There is no escape disturbance in the light a nagging feeling inside all is lost you are dead living now would be a lie All your walls are towering above your uncertainties infect your truth
2.
hypocrite (free) 05:42
light flickers out the bare corner of your room Life strewn disarray radio noise pans overhead The pale light surrounds you The night it's colours like crystallized screams You cling to this interruption of the mundane you cling to this façade lost in this dreamscape You need to bury the fear But you'll dance to it You push away all the pain But you'll dance to it You close your eyes to the hate But you'll dance to this You deny the head games But you'll dance to this But you'll dance to this you fucking hypocrite drown your sorrows and live your lie a fine line drawn in retrospect your forked tongue cursed and worn is this not what you expected what you intended as a defense now an unbreakable cage hands are tied and your mouth is gagged forced to dissect your reflection is this the person you intended to become the laughter seers you when your alone the pain you cause returns to you ten-fold why continue on this way
3.
Your pain is my advantage I am the soul destruct Your faith is without reason I’ve come to claim your life
4.
brain death (free) 06:27
close your eyes you don't want to feel this drift apart this place is your witness cruelty leaves it's mark your psyche torn apart tear at the straps no release is granted fear has you trapped look into your actions it's time to regress embrace your distress open scene the field in which you lay dead overhead the noise for which you waited see your friends broken down realize that awful sound everything crashing to a halt now perfect sense this is what you found out the very place you lost your life you found release from the fight pretend you did your very best decide to lay your dream to rest brain death escape to safety in your head the only solace when your dead brain death close your eyes you don't want to feel this drift apart this place is your witness you must complete your course energy returns to the source tear at the straps no release is granted fear has you trapped look into your actions nothing left to defend but death is never the end
5.
torn apart by the command withstand abuse that bends your will restrain your anger withstand your soul journey to hell a weapon drawn again against uncertain dark domain your honour lies in peril your revenge is death marked unsane claw at the dirt fallen over your face force your path through soil and bone to once again burn the sun in your eyes to crush the ones that left you whole with only fire corrupting your brain electric pulse to voice your intent take hold of your sharp salvation to claim the heads that will not repent The force that wakes you in your sleep the need to return to the source an old forgotten curse will remains true to it's course This time has circled around again revealing paths that flesh can't take everything realized is human circumference to bend your fate but never break death you find is much too kind for those that have fallen off the path diseased smiles light their way uncovering a putrid boundless wrath the screams of pain will never end their remorse falls upon dead ears a fate sealed by endless hate vengeance relentless oiled gears a machinery of determination to finish a journey left undone transcending limitations of bone to take a stand as the final one
6.
field mechanik (free) 04:32
an open field you lie alone without a conscious without a place to call home you sacrificed all for the good of the free and so your riddled with guilt at all the murder you've seen and now your left in a hole your body begins to die you piece together the past the rain falls as you lose sight and now your return to the world a place that hates what you've done you try to repair your life your friends your love is all gone no one will lend you hand nothing can comfort your cold start to question your path convictions begin to fold a flashing scene scans around explosions pulsing the sound reflect on your main mistake decide to restructure fate close the door to your cell attempt to escape the pain in every dream there is an answer for if we choose to live again
7.
a view from a fragile state this tragic twist of fate a panic ensnared mind gnawing rope unbind time drops away in sheets impact flash of light awake solid stare blood wash metal chair device implant dissect remend digitized and resent forensics compromised value unrecognized try to cleanse the hate reverse the human trait incomplete rearrange reassigned obscured and deranged aligned with intention catalystic oppression information at what cost thought fragmented and lost viral program contained sanitized and restrained The blood is on your hands system wide collapse memory default synapse overseer's destabilized forward thought sanitized human frailty breaking through recognize atrophic view atrocities by your own hand truths buried in forgotten sand
8.
peripheral (free) 05:58
try to imagine that it's only a game your best intentions are always clearly in view though a thick cloud of fog obscures your judgment even when you need to, you cannot break though this failed transformation of design a mechanism forced hold of your mind redirected within a place abandoned in your psyche what horrors will you find in your brain a synaptic pulse resist resetting memory to wipe the form exist the base code revealed to react in vain a damaged mind settling on insane every time I find my fear always in my peripheral view I search the world for a release but it always comes back to you the one I can't find in the dark that has consumed my wasted soul and time bears down on my conscience as I destroy to fill this hole I can’t imagine an existence without pain Awake to find it’s another endless day Leaving messages continue this lost plight Withholding memories spike my corroded insight I have to know the reason why My life is obscured by passing time And why this fate came to be And what atrocity happened upon me Search and destroy the game that feeds my need To purge this place from corruption and from greed Misdirected focus this sense of blame you’ve found Realize your hate initiates a terrible sound Decide to stay and infect this rotted path Within a memory of embodied boundless wrath As time proceeds to decay the framework lie And slowly your aware of the reasons why
9.
voices penetrating sanity dissipating sound disintegrating soul evaporating return to the source pale flowers surround intoxicate indifference obscured, cannot be found you scratch at the walls swallowing you whole you tap at the window reflection of soul stained and apparent your mind begins to crush out all the light out all the trust this bodies an institution no healing will come no one will follow your descent your existence is gone tearing out your own eyes struggling with this fear inside raw to the touch and slightly askew torn apart this room with a view
10.
a complete mess incomplete distress a call never answered a warning of impending death a life form disposal design inside a regrettable find it's one thing to find such destruction another to fall in it's function the navigations awry losing hold of your mind realization is near give up your hold on fear the time has come for release any other lease on life is wasted traveling to worlds unknown to escape the fury you have sown with your weapons of design sleeping soundly in the bay this day the sun shall not rise you find no comfort in it's eyes the fear inside you grows you shall never return home [and makes it's intent known] you're the navigator you're the perfect derelict you hope in vain to obscure your course but sadly you become the source
11.
immersion 05:09
hold a deep reverence cast aside your fear the dark consuming life the corruption withholding solace a terror within the walls scraping through defacing you unnoticed silence the violence masked penetrated the membrane count your blessings you are not among the sacrificed hold your head from shaking renounce control to the beast inside open ruined cathedral how can you compare the sun consuming time with this distension of indifference this tension mounts tracing stress fractures the horror within your mind all too familiar a stench you find yourself again hiding within a crack in the veneer but your support will fall and fail you cannot escape your destiny
12.
reVeal 05:03
we are without faith a lesser conviction ripping remains this introspect a filed down awareness a deception in term folding outward to lie just in view to lay inside of you the light of hope a misunderstanding it's smile decays the pain overcomes a tranquil observation a deception in term withholding life with smiles and waves a copious infusion the façade of love withheld alone a smile inverse dysphasia a relentless form hunting out your enemies filing through their lies your protection breaking apart opening up before you a tired form repressing it's love forget the times you had to hide forget the terror built up inside reveal to me your inner pain reveal that we are quite the same
13.
open your eyes feel the sun on your face this is not your home but still it stands in displace a form unrecognized you stare at your hands and gasp time remains still here silent and just out of grasp so this is your fate the scent of flowers and fields of green no remnants of the destroyed cities nothing mechanic to be heard or seen to step out of your crystal cell to leave behind the hate and the greed the power and destruction of chaos unhinged buried in the past an unspoiled seed and so your reborn but not alone, not the plan devised it takes two to remake the world a life awoken a love revised but the earth has played it's revenge a final spite for all the torn soil the other crystal cell smashed by collapsed rock the other occupant released from mortal coil so this is your fate..

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Dark Vision Media :DVMCD008
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released October 1, 2008

All music, lyrics, and vocals by m. renfield
Mixed in the soillodge
Mastered by Ingo Beitz

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